The First Night With My Little Guy

The First Night I Had With My Baby Boy Was So Confusing You Have No idea!! OK Yes I Was Still With My Boyfriend Only He Was Working Out Of Town Ugh bad Start already well newborns don't really do much but whew they sure do poop you out (Pun Intended) Ha ha well I already had this little schedule going right he would wake up I would change his diaper, feed him, burp him and then  he would fall asleep again well it's not easy to get from your much needed sleep to a crying hungry irritated baby trust me I know Well I had no help what so ever and my mom was next door it was crazy I did not want to bother her plus she never was good with babies so it was 3:30 A.m  I Had To get up get the bottle ready then get his little onesi off then the diaper ugh where did I put that diaper??? Ooh here it is Argh He Peed every where UHF take off everything while I'm doing this he is crying his head off but I can't let him drink his bottle or even let him sleep covered in pee OK he just finished his bottle now just put him down gently on the mattress..just when I put him down he cries as if in pain I quickly pick him up the crying stops try to put him down again he starts screaming again so I let him fall asleep in my arms an hour later the screams start up again he is fed changed not too cold or hot whats wrong babe? Another hour goes by Oh My God What's wrong I get up and start walking the halls with him by this time I'm crying with him too I start to softly pat his back then comes the sound he was waiting to let go of for so long *BURP* yep then he peacefully fell asleep Gosh Loll I was SO freaked Out But now it takes a whole lot more for me to get worried to tears