The Come Back Lol :D

Ok So I Have Been Gone For A While I Had Forgotten My Password And All About My Blog But I Feel The Need To Write Even Though Not Many Peolpe Read My Blog -___ - But I Enjoy Writting :) A Lot Has Happend I Have Moved I Love My New Appartment But Its So Exausting To Clean Lol.. On Our First Week Here My Chubby Baby Took Quite A Fall But Thank God He Is Ok Was More Of A Scare Than Anything Else But He Quickly Learned From His Fall Not To Play At The Top Of The Stairs Like I Always Told Him I Have Also Got Big News Im Am Pregnant AGAIN Lol I Have No Idea What Im Goung To Have But I'm Hoping And Praying For My Little Girl I Know People Will Criticize Me But Honestly I Don't Give A Flying Flip What They Think I Am With My Childs Father And And We Are Now Married We Have Been Maried For A Year Now But We Have Been Together For 4 Years Now I Feel Proud I Hope We Can Raise Our Children Together We May Not Be Perfect But We Try Our Best It Sure As Heck Ain't Easy But We Hang In There For Our Kids And Our Love Ok I have To Go Now I Got some Cleaning To Do Blahh :c But I'll Try To Keep Writting At Least Once A Week :p

Time To Catch Up

Woahh I've been off here for a long time it gets insanely busy with my two baby boys and I'm so excited that I Can't sleep... Did I mention We are going to Honduras in less than a week? Wow so much packing & planning that i have to do.. Ugh don't even want to think about the airport or plane.. jiji But I am Oh So excited about finally meeting my other family in Honduras Also I need to discover my self I say discover myself because there is a piece of me missing.. I'm Going to find out who what why & When did my birth parents gave me away I have no hate or resent for them just question that shall be answered so then when my sons are grown they will know exactly were they are from.. Life has really been good these days a bit tough but hey no one ever said it was easy and as long as God is by my side everything will be all right I live for him and adore him That's enough for now ♥ Jessy

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It's Better To Cherish What We Have Today Than Regret What We Didn't Cherish Yesterday

I Have Always Thanked God For Being So Wonderful I Will Never Ever Stop Giving Him Thanks Because Of Him I Am What I Am Today And For That I Give Thanks He has Giving Me For Everything I Have Searched For The Love,Guidance And Security I Never Had Strengh To Reach Out For Without Asking He Shined His Heavenly Light Over My Broken Heart And Healed It Gave Me The Strenght To Get Up And Try Again He Has Blessed Me In So Many Ways And I Have Most Of The Time Given Thanks But Even Then When I Forget He Does Not Thank You God You Have Been There Through My Worst Time I Have Called For You And You Holy Father Have Listend To My Wounded Soul And Only You Have Been Able To Heal It Thank You Father You Have Given Me A Wonderful Fiance Who Tries To Understand But Sometimes Fails I Call Your Name So You Can Give Him The Knowledge To Understand Me And You Do You Never Leave My Side Thank You Father You Have Been There To Save Me Warn Me From My Mistakes And Also Been There When I Make A Goal Happen You Father Have Givien Me Two Beautiful Boys That I Will Care For Till The Day I Die I Love Them I Have You As My Guide To Show Me How To Be A Better Mother You Know I Am Not Perfect And You Love Me Anyway And I Hope God To Be More Like You In Every Way, Why? Because One Day Those Little Boys Are Going To Grow Up And One Day Say ' Mommy I Want To Be Like You' And I Want To Show Them Love & Faith And God Your Wondrful Grace Among Us Your Children And With That I Will Say One More Time
Thank You Father

The Ugly Truth Of A Teen Moms Days

These Days I Have Not Been On My Blog. The Reason Why Is Because I Have Been Having Some Rough Times Our Car Broke Down And Thank God For Angelic Friend Blanca She Went And Picked Us Up And Helped With Our Busy Day It's Just Been A Stressful Time For Me And My Blog Has Just Been On The Back Burner But Now Things Are Starting To Look Up And Staring To Get Better The Last Thing I Loose Is My Faith In God And I Have Been Closer To Him SO Much I'm A Bit Of A Positive Person But Then Somethings Happen And You Just Have To Look The Other Way Life Is Hard It Really Is But I Have My Two Boys Who Brighten My Day When I'm Going Down And When I See Them I Feel Better There Is No Greater Happiness Than Them I try To Be My Best Every Day And That Is All That Counts I Am The Best I Can Be And With Every Day That Goes By I'm An Even better One

When I Have A Rough Day I Look At Them And The Stress Melts Away

When everything goes wrong I have two perfect solutions to make the day straighten up. That is my babies Jaret & Jayden But Right Now Jaret Is The Main One He does all these silly thig He Is so silly I gave him some marshmallows and what does he do with them he chews them leaves them all sticky and tries to style his own hair ( The Marshmallows Are Gel In His Eyes) While He Was Doing That I'm trying to find Jayden a change of clothes while his screaming his heart out when I'm done with Jayden I Look over to Jarets High Chair And I see He styled His hair while I was Out ( Gosh He s not Even A Teenager Yet) But since Jayden Was In his bouncer I took Jaret into The Room And Took Off Everything And Placed Him In The Tub Washed His Beautiful Hair And Then Rinsed Him Off After That I Let Him Play With Me Watching Of Course I Had My Camera Handy So I Took Some Nice Pictures I'm Not To Happy With My Camera Quality But Hey It takes Pictures Lol Here Are Some

Jaret Right Now Is Going Through he Stage Of Jealousy

But Mommy Always Is There To Give Him Love 

Jayden Well He Is Jayden He he He Sleeps Eats Plays Then Sleeps Again It's So Funny but Soon I'm Going To Be Wishing He Slept More!

Mommy Loves You Both!! You Both Hold Me Together When Every One Else Tries To Break Me

Jaret My Inspiration

I Had The Most Wonderful weekend with my boys all of them my son's and fiance Jaret was having a blast at this little indoor park it was wonderful

Here He Was On The Slide 

Jaret Is the most wonderful gift God has given me I hope he can grow up to be a healthy happy boy I don't ask for more I'm A Bit Sentimental Today I Have No Idea Why But I Need To Let My Son Know I'm His Mommy And I Love Him I Will Always Be Here For Him

Sweet Dreams My Love