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Sunday, January 17, 2010

Jaret My Inspiration

I Had The Most Wonderful weekend with my boys all of them my son's and fiance Jaret was having a blast at this little indoor park it was wonderful
Here He Was On The Slide 



Jaret Is the most wonderful gift God has given me I hope he can grow up to be a healthy happy boy I don't ask for more I'm A Bit Sentimental Today I Have No Idea Why But I Need To Let My Son Know I'm His Mommy And I Love Him I Will Always Be Here For Him

Sweet Dreams My Love



For All Of Those People Who Look Down On Teen Moms

I am so sick people looking down on teen mothers mean really people have the nerve to come to my face and ask me "Oh such a cute baby but you are only a baby yourself" They have no idea That gives them no right to intrude in our life I mean a mothers have it hard but teen mothers have it a bit tougher why you ask it's because Us as teen really haven't lived life and think life as it is not as it really is as life that you have a future ahead of you as teens we take one day as that's all that matters but there is more to that a lot more.... and us we girls in general are sentimental,loving caring,we cater to every need, every feeling that is just are nature we are born to be wives mothers sisters as wives we have to be there for our husband as mothers we have to be there to cheer up sad faces kiss boo boos as sister we are a best friend to give advice for the future but as teen we quickly have to be come what we are mothers over those 9 months that we have carried that baby we know what we are way before that child is born we were born to mother and a little kick now and then remind us of what we are becoming we get better everyday that goes by and by the time that baby arrives to the world that young teenager has flowered into a grown woman Just as a woman with no experience knows that she has to be everything for that child the same rule applies to us teenage mothers Age makes no difference in what kind of mother we are destined to be

Monday, January 11, 2010

The First Night With My Little Guy


The First Night I Had With My Baby Boy Was So Confusing You Have No idea!! OK Yes I Was Still With My Boyfriend Only He Was Working Out Of Town Ugh bad Start already well newborns don't really do much but whew they sure do poop you out (Pun Intended) Ha ha well I already had this little schedule going right he would wake up I would change his diaper, feed him, burp him and then  he would fall asleep again well it's not easy to get from your much needed sleep to a crying hungry irritated baby trust me I know Well I had no help what so ever and my mom was next door it was crazy I did not want to bother her plus she never was good with babies so it was 3:30 A.m  I Had To get up get the bottle ready then get his little onesi off then the diaper ugh where did I put that diaper??? Ooh here it is Argh He Peed every where UHF take off everything while I'm doing this he is crying his head off but I can't let him drink his bottle or even let him sleep covered in pee OK he just finished his bottle now just put him down gently on the mattress..just when I put him down he cries as if in pain I quickly pick him up the crying stops try to put him down again he starts screaming again so I let him fall asleep in my arms an hour later the screams start up again he is fed changed not too cold or hot whats wrong babe? Another hour goes by Oh My God What's wrong I get up and start walking the halls with him by this time I'm crying with him too I start to softly pat his back then comes the sound he was waiting to let go of for so long *BURP* yep then he peacefully fell asleep Gosh Loll I was SO freaked Out But now it takes a whole lot more for me to get worried to tears

The Difficuties I Went Through During My Pregnancy

Ok So A Few Hours Ago I Had The Itch To Write But Had no Clue On What
But Now I Know...Ok So I Got A Few questions on How I Was I Able To Go To School? Well I Was In High School When I Got Pregnant Wow You Have No Idea The nasty Looks I Got Each Day With My Teachers But There Was One Teacher Who Never Looked At Me Different And She Was The One Who Made My Nightmare Into A Better Place But With Everyday That Passed It's Like The News Spread So Annoying Well They Even Gave A Big Deal That I Could Not Wear The Black Tights Under My Maternity Blouses Because They Were Too Tight I'm Like Hello Who Is Going To Look At Me When I Have A Bowling Ball Under My Shirt...I Got Criticized On How Irresponsible I Was But Hey They Sure Did Like My grades I always Had Good Grades Always Quiet But I Was The One Whose Name Was Always Mentioned In The Teachers Lounge Or At The Teacher Lunch Table Gosh It's Just So Hard I Got Home And I Told My Boyfriend I Can't Take All This Any More He Said He Understood If I Wanted To Quit But I said Nah I'm A Strong Girl I'm Going To Tough It Out...Well I Really Did Try My Best But They Also Tried There Hardest To Get Me Out Of That School Extra Home Work The same Story From Every Teacher Ohh But I Expected So Much More Of Your History Paper Like Gosh What Do These People Want From Me?? Well The Drama ,The Extra Work, The Fatigue Finally Broke Me But I Knew I Needed To Keep Studying Keep My Focus On My Education And I Did I Decided To Drop Out And As Soon As I Did I Dragged Fat Butt To A Community College Where I Signed Up To Do My GED Online And Now I Only Need Some Final Test To Receive My GED...This Goes To All Those Girls Who Get Nasty,Ugly Discriminating Words ,Looks Whatever I Get You I Really Do Why Because I Went Through It My Self